About twenty years ago, I attended an information session about the MFA Program in Creative Writing at Hamline University in Saint Paul. The program was well attended. The group consisted largely of well-educated professional people, including physicians and attorneys. I left the room essentially repulsed. Something like this: Oh my gosh, we can’t get out of school and live.
Okay, I’ve been to Hamline. But, right now, I’m anti-school again. I’ve been told how to write, how to paint, how to cook Chinese, how to do yoga, how to pronounce Senor Your Teeth, what to think about God; I am clearly over-taught.
So, for the past year or more, I’ve been trying to figure out new things on my own (and with Zane). I’ve been having a really good time. You can see my most recent adventure above, part of one particular rose.
I have a lot of trouble painting shadows. I scrubbed and repainted the center of that rose so many times I ruined the paper. Finally, I looked online about how to mix the color burgundy. Part of the equation is brown. I like to make my own brown paint. So, first I mixed the brown, then I added more red to make burgundy. I used both mixtures in the center of the rose. Then, I had to make the light spots with gouache.
Last Thursday, in order to clear our minds of Manchester By the Sea, Jim and I drove straight from the theater to Barnes and Noble, where I bought a new painting book about creating light in your watercolors. Instead of starting my next painting, one I want to glow with golden light, I’ve been practicing the exercises in the book. Blah! Boring, boring, boring.
Boy, just try to tell me what to do these days. Well, I don’t know. Maybe that never was easy.